** Toxxic **

15-09-07

Noted this day!

** Healthy Day **

12-09-07

好久没在休息日出门逛街看电影吃饭了~~
买了戏票 " Ratatouille "。。
去了观音庙拜拜，在Bugis street买了件衣。。
再去他工作的地方等他下班。。
然后去看电影！！故事情节真的好温馨~好sweet~~~~
看完电影后肚子饿扁了，但经过Domanchi时，陪他逛逛。。
我看中了件衣服，有点灰褐色的，还蛮喜欢。。
然后他去试穿，还挺好看，他就买下了~~
接着去Sakae Sushi吃晚餐。。

终于。。第一次过了一个非常健康的一天。。因为我们都。。
没有喝酒！！！ 哈！！

6:00 pm 在大厦楼下等他下班~~

Movie Ticket " Ratatouille "

9:45pm 吃饱咯~~

在Bugis外面拍张照。。

纪念这是我们第一次的"健康日"~~

这是上次在Realease Pub时，我递给他这张空白的纸，然后叫他write sumting for me...

** From Him~ **

msg from him~~

"Thank u. For talking to me when I'm really down. Xie xie ni. I'm glad to know u. Sorry for being so selfish. I'm starting to forget wat happened in the past and start a new life. As for her? I will reconsider my choice again. Although I've nothing now. But i know wat i really need and want. I'm Sorry to make u listen to her stuff. I really did reconsider before and now i'm doin it again. Thanks for being the old summer i know.."

Yes..glad to hear it..hope u can consider carefully n u noe wat u need n wat u want now..
sumtimes was when u lost it n just realize wat u need it n want it...
wish u good luck~~

** 08092007 - uBin tRip II **

一早八点半，答应了企鹅叫醒他。。
"下雨耶，还去不去？"
"我问Ric先，看怎么样，再打给你。。"
九点了，还好突然醒来，怎么他还没打来？
打给他，原来他竟然又睡着了！！
他说:"照去吧！我相信雨会停的！"
我说:"好!"

果然，雨停了。。
他竟然迟到！等了他半个小时！humpz~~~~

又来到乌敏岛了，天气阴凉。。空气好好~~~^_^
本来骑脚车骑得好好的。。一不留神，转弯转得太快。。
"啊！！！！！！！！！痛！！" >.<
摔个四脚朝天~~~ =.=III
连人带脚车摔在地上~~
捂着受伤的脚坐在地上。。。 他紧张的握着我的脚，问我痛不痛？
细心的帮我抹着伤口~~心里暖暖的~~哈！
但企鹅先生~~ 你这么用力擦我的伤口~~很痛叻！！！=.=IIII
皮外伤，休息一下又继续我们的行程~~
这次的cycling trip不知怎么的，也许刚才跌了一跤，有好几次连走路都差点跌倒。。haiz...
但不怕。。因为有他在我身边！ *^_^*
一直骑到五点，在那里吃了晚餐才回去。。
原本计划去看电影，过一个比较健康的周末，但不想扔下Ric。。
所以。。死性不该的我们决定去Toxxic。。喝点酒~~唉~~
还是不能完成一个绝对健康的周末！！ 下次吧~~

** 不能说的秘密 **

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋
这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现
这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

01-09-07

这一天，的确有个不能说的秘密噢~~~~~~~~~~~
回想起来~心里就会发出会心一笑~~~
让我好气~!好累~!又好sweet~!
真的是~~~
-->
*^_^*

** HuRt **

"sometimes it's not the guy dun wanna give the gal a last chance...
maybe the guy had already given the gal quite a copule of chance?
for a guy (willing to give in all during relationship) to give up a relationship,
i think he had already tried his best to save the relationship,
or even changed himself to suit the gal...
things alway happen at times when u dun even know wat is happening...
as for the situation for the post, i agreed with summer...
should give it a try if the guy can really forgive the gal...
but if he cant, no matter how hard they try the relationship still work it out...
tis pt of time, i think be natural will be better... dun stress on who should be with who...
time will come... and it always come when u dun even notice it...
great memories do bring happiness...
xie xie ni summer... i suppose u know who am i already...
u will be a gd wife... but juz tat things wont work it out...
u r not selfish... and indeed u have done a gd deed...
let nature takes its course... dun rush things in..."

Thanks for the comments..i noe who r u...

上一次的恋爱。。让我吸取了一些经验。。
就是，当你认识对方才不过一段时间。。别轻易的掉下去。。
因为你根本连了解都不够。。
只是一味着放胆去尝试。。不顾一切的去爱！
结果，受伤的只是大家自己。。
现在的我。。怕了。。。
更何况，年龄的差距。。让我越来越抗拒。。。
有一个和我相差四岁。。I say NO!!!
他说年龄不是问题。。我说我试过了。。

本来年龄根本不是问题，但现在小过我的就是个问题！
也许不是D的错，错只错在，
在D当时的年龄。。或在我当时的年龄。。我比D大了三岁。。
经历的也许比D多那一丁点。。要求的也比别人高一点。。。
彼此的思想，要求，性格或行为也就差了一截。。。
maybe is we're meet up at the wrong timing....
tis is wat can i say......
可能因为这样。。我觉得D不够成熟。。我也没把D的举动放在心上。。
就这样。。大家都受伤害了。。。

D常问，为什么我们不能做朋友呢？
我很想问他,怎么做？
通简讯？电话？还是见面？
更难受的是。。耳边不停传来他和她的消息？
网上见到他帮她拍的照片？
说没什么？什么意思。。。？
说他对她没意思？谁相信？
他分分钟无意做的某些事。。
对我来说就是一种伤害。。

我很想知道。。
他。。真的放下我了吗。。。？

** Selfless Woman....? **

sms....

"Just came back from office le..Need to buy water later.Actually i do not have feelings but Txx keep asking to patch back.."

"Mmm..if no feeling y u still keep gg to bc? :) think carefully ba..mayb there is a chance to let u make up ur mind.."

"Ha me and her still friends ar..I dun see why i should avoid her.."

"For example my last r/s,i wana patch bck but my ex dun wan, starting i try to meet up with him, he dunwan, cos he scared he w give me the wrong minded.."

"So do you suggest that i should not go bc for the time being?"

"I've no authority ask u to do lidat..just advise u, hv u ever stand at her side n try to understand wat's her feeling n thinking..if u keep gg to bc at tis period..ofcos she cant forget u easily n w keep asking u to patch bck..or..u still cant to forget her too..am i right? :) "

"Hmm..i can't forget a person easily too. She is a nice gal but i know at heart our character crashes and it's kinda hard to continue."

"Did u give a chance for each other? Ur sound lidat really look like my ex..n also a same situation,same prblm.."

"Sigh..Dun want to think about it now"

"Okay..wat i want to say is..if I'm Txx..I wish u can give us a lat chance n trying to solve the problem 2gether..cos..in the past..i'm the one Txx too...wish u gd luck.."

"You wish i can give her a chance? But she keep throwing temper at me le..I a lil scared.."

"If she w change her attitude for u...?say truely..y nt to try again? My ex..although nt my attitude prblm..but i've saying sum wrds to hurting him deeply..he dun dared to give me a chance again..i'm v regret n nvr treasure tis r/s..."

"So tired..panda summer gg to sleep le..nite nite..."

"Nite dear"

"You are a selfless woman. You actually asked someone whom u like to patch back with his ex.."

"Your words yesterday sent to deep thought today..It saunter amigst the mind. I am distrated."

"I'm sori to make u so distract..but..in the end u still need to make up ur mind carefully....dun drag too long with her...fate is lidat..If u let her go at tis moment..u w lost her..dun regret once u do any decision..."

"Let me noe when u made ur decision....:) "

什么时候变得那么伟大。。？
竟然想学别人一样"拱手让爱"....？
也不是吧。。认识也没多久。。谈不上爱。。
更何况。。Txx就像当时的我。。
多么期盼他能回到自己身边。。
我像是拿着面镜子。。看到了从前的我们。。
当初的夏日，就是今天的Txx...
当初的丰丰，就是今天的J...
虽然自己对J有好感。。但我还是以当初夏日的心情。。
来代替Txx传达给J..
目的。。我已错过了和丰丰的机会。。
我能了解Txx现在的心情。。
所以。。我希望J能回到Txx的身边。。
就当完成夏日当时的心愿吧。。
很傻吧~~

只不过。。。大家的角色都相反了。。。。